Today you acknoledgem me on my issues I have been writing about. You are running in my mind all the time and I let you know that several times. All the words we have shared together and I keep it myself. Now, I wanna pour it out.
First glance on your eyes reminds me of my love DKW. Your stares haunt me and eveytime I saw runners passing by I imagine it was you, with your eagle eyes. Catch my red hair. I do not know if we would kiss. Sooner or later.
No I ain’t mad of you
I wouldn’t said you are broken. You are tough. At least you are trying to be like that. You are misintrepreted so many times because you barely open up. Or maybe when you try nobody is actually listen.
You know in Sleeping Beauty fairy tales, the fairies summons a forest of trees, brambles and thorns that spring up around the castle, shielding it from the outside world and preventing anyone from disturbing the Princess. You are every roles in that tales. You are the sleeping princess, the fairies and a prince. You know you are the only one who suffers sleeping, created shield to protect yourself and you will be the one who taken the guards and help your self out.
I never mind my roles on your Little Briar Rose life story. I would be probably just a random girl who loves fairy tales and amazed with life-action fairy tales in male lives. You could be everything: Yeti, Fluffy, Sleeping Beauty.
You live on my imagination
And yea even though you are a real person I treat you with ethic. I wouldn’t see you as a uncomplete person that need a savior. No, you do not need anyone because you will be the one who save yourself.
Why women are obsessed changing a broken person? someone is not broken. He is just the way he is. Those women are love the idea of a nurture and protector who can change men’s live. Oh my, I once trapped in toxic relationship because I always think I should/could save a men. Now I accept the fact that everybody are perfect just the way they are and there is no use to fix someone. I do not even have willing to turn boy into a man.
Having commited relationship has lessen my will to determine a relationship. I know we are vibrant. I won’t demand much to you. Take care and share your body warmth when you are ready. I will always be here. In my own storyline.